tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. his expression was empty as he stared ahead, his body curling in on itself on instinct. he took off running up the stairs, passed june, straight into his room, diving under the covers. that had to be the case. in all honesty, alex didnt want to do what tommy wanted from him, but he didnt want tommy to be mad at him. and i got scared because im selfish, and a horrible person who lets horrible things happen to them and soon- soon youre gonna realize all of this and leave me and im gonna end up just like my parents. Regretting him was like, wishing you never found out that love could be that strong. Report illegal content. do you ever think of how your actions affect other people? alex stared, dumbfounded, as june kept screaming at him. If you have any query, leave us a comment. anytime i get to spend with you in enough, i dont care what we are doing.. losing him was blue like i've never known im sorry.. and im horrible for thinking like that, but im just so bad at love. henry could only stare dumbfounded at alex, his eyes wide. i hate to be the bearer of bad news but your life isnotas bad as you make it seem and youre so overdramatic, cant it ever be about me? alex wanted to cry. even when he hastily threw his body back, his eyes wide and almost scared, she still didnt seem to get the hint. alex finally gets the comfort he needs in his times of hurt. Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there infront of you - YouTube My baby My baby AboutPressCopyrightContact. sure henry hugs him on a daily, and he holds alex when theyre sleeping, but its never like this. he heard the door to his room close gently, and the sound of heavy footsteps move down the stairs. "i love you so bloody much it hurts. 6. henry. his expression was empty as he stared ahead, his body curling in on itself on instinct. he locked the door to their bedroom, throwing as many of his clothes as he could into a duffel bag. just because i get with other people sometimes doesnt mean i dont care about you. youve been doing such big things and i understand its going to take up some more time. anytime i get to spend with you in enough, i dont care what we are doing.. he wanted to be happy with his boyfriend for once, sue him. i'm so sorry, i don't mean to make you feel bad. do you want me to feel bad? he moves towards alex, putting his hands around alexs bicep. its not that i think you dont love me, you know i would do anything for you. alex looked up through his eyelashes, his eyes wet and shiny. i messed up, his voice a whisper, i got scared because youve been so so good to me lately but i've beensuch a bad husband. liam i know how hard it is for you- really. well i had to have been asking for it, right? im not mad per se, i just would have never said any of this stuff to you. 95 guests Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. alexs head felt hazy and he wasnt 100% sure if he answered but if he did it was something along the lines of just hold me for a little while, please.. you cant just interrupt me like that, its rude. easy as knowing all the words to your own favorite song This is just a preview! this chapter hurt so much more because it hits close to home. as well as is that what youwant? Member of Group DIGNITY, s.r.o. youalways do this! alex and tommy had been going back and forth with each other for at least ten minutes. it hurts me and makes me feel bad that you think like that. as soon as she got there she went off on a tangent about how horrible her day was. it was then he realized he had never stopped his mumbles of stop and please and no.. Memorizing him was as easy as knowing. tip: hetalia f/f sort:kudos, 5 times alex was rejected the touch he needed+ 1 time henry gave it to him. but that doesnt mean anything. thats why she kissed meshe wouldnt have just- just done it? henry gave alex a look he could not read. Down a dead-end street. he heard the door to his room close gently, and the sound of heavy footsteps move down the stairs. and i could see it all in my head for most of the names called he zoned out, just barely making out the syllables coming out of his principles mouth, but once he heard liams name he was suddenly self aware. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. congrats alex, proud of you bro, liam responded, pulling alex into some sort of frat bro hug. he let a few of his tears fall, abruptly looking away, violently wiping at his eyes. i love you sweetheart, he smiled, but quickly turned to a frown when tommy pulled away from his touch, let me show you, please. 3. nora no. We bring you the songs Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords sung by Taylor Swift. he looked up, his gaze slowly meeting junes, watching her eyes soften around the edges. we arent exclusive, or dating. he didnt care. his love's like alex and his long term boyfriend in college. "you were not asking for it. henry was sure he would do anything for this man. but then the tears never came. Was right there in front of you. i love you so bloody much it hurts. this chapter hurt so much more because it hits close to home. dont touch me. but everything in his gut shifted when he saw the way liam beamed at him with joy mid speech. Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out love could be that strong but its what you were thinking right? he could tell june was fed up with him cutting her off. he pushed himself up off the ground and tried to hug his mom, but he was simply just shoved at least a foot away. he couldnt pinpoint the exact emotion, but if you asked alex he would probably say tommy looked almost disgusted in him. Ending so suddenly. you have not been a bad husband to me in any way. you did not deserve this, at all. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. he immediately leapt off the stage, pushing his way through the crowds of people, taking as large of steps as he could to make it over there. left kudos on this work! june and alex get in a fight. alex didnt know nora hated him so much. regretting him was like 95 guests it was 10:47. way past the time he should've been in bed and asleep, but through the hushed shouts coming from the kitchen and june's sobs next door, sleep just seemed impossible to him. alex sat on the burning hot plastic of the chair, his hands fidgeting with each other as sweat dripped down his forehead. he couldnt get the image of previous events out of his mind. these have all been very much out of character, for the sake of the story. his head hurt, and all he really wanted to do was go to sleep. dont leave, please dont leave us- you cant leaveme, please.. tommy was tall, taller than alex, (who wasnt) with fluffy brown hair, soft brown eyes, with multiple piercings. Summary: . tears silently ran down his cheeks at the feeling of comfort. Rica_1, GAYzinha, noirink, starryjjk, diealone, WitchLeona, BlazingPenicls, Weedy, Linctavies, Bibi_J, Bme2018, pjoandmarvel, Mar_imar3, m00ns0ng, mihmih, Cro_wns_grz, L_ax, Queenbeea, arseniccoffeecups, allftg, Fraise_et_citron, Dreaming_realities, t_eokii, josieisntit, Nonbinary_simp, Avacados19, CricketCat, yesits2am, HarleighJean1822, AtrociousRhythm, Goddexxx, recordender, swimmerwimmer, missreader, ClayNotFound52, Gazing_at_stardust, Alex_the_alien77, HeartStopperxCheckPleasexRWRB, piiinson, Sjmoon, jak_tynatozni, AlRe, steelrosealchemist, TacoBellBanjo, allezallezaudray, olivia_grace2003, 24_oz, underoosstark, grey17, Itsthemaze, and 151 more users When Steve and Tony casually exchanged handjobs because they couldn't sleep, they thought it would be one-time only. henrys eyes shot up, the happiness in them quickly replaced with worry once he saw alexs drooped frame. it all happened too fast for him to catch up, all he knew was he mumbled out a stop against her lips. burning red they were, and still are, polar opposites which alex believes is what makes them work so well together. he locked the door to their bedroom, throwing as many of his clothes as he could into a duffel bag. a little while did turn into 45 minutes but neither alex or henry quite honestly cared. "He had it bad for you forever. henry would hate him. alex wished he could just get swallowed by a hole in the floor right now. this was nothing new. alex turned away from liam, throwing his head up towards the ceiling, feeling all the tears rush down his cheeks. even when he hastily threw his body back, his eyes wide and almost scared, she still didnt seem to get the hint. you know thats not what i think, i never said that-. pretty much right away, every student was on their feet, rushing to find each other, or moving to find their families who were now slowly shuffling out of the bleachers, or the small few who held out hope in still finding their cap. "don't. don't touch me. alex took one look in henrys bottomless blue eyes before collapsing into the nearest chair, cries bubbling out of him. she continued to kiss him, despite the unrequited attention. 5. tommy ill come by tomorrow to pick up the rest of my bags later. when alex moved to open the door he was fully pulled back, almost landing on his butt. Terms of use, hes assuming he said something because thats what henry did. losing him was blue like i've never known Natasha sighed, but her gaze turned soft when she watched him closely. i guess im just worried, but im sorry. 3. nora henrys eyes shot up, the happiness in them quickly replaced with worry once he saw alexs drooped frame. Notes: (See the end of the chapter for notes .) left kudos on this work! he watched as her body tensed, her jaw clenching as she pushed her hair out of her face. [Verse 1: Ally & Normani] Loving him is like driving a new Maserati. Rica_1, GAYzinha, noirink, starryjjk, diealone, WitchLeona, BlazingPenicls, Weedy, Linctavies, Bibi_J, Bme2018, pjoandmarvel, Mar_imar3, m00ns0ng, mihmih, Cro_wns_grz, L_ax, Queenbeea, arseniccoffeecups, allftg, Fraise_et_citron, Dreaming_realities, t_eokii, josieisntit, Nonbinary_simp, Avacados19, CricketCat, yesits2am, HarleighJean1822, AtrociousRhythm, Goddexxx, recordender, swimmerwimmer, missreader, ClayNotFound52, Gazing_at_stardust, Alex_the_alien77, HeartStopperxCheckPleasexRWRB, piiinson, Sjmoon, jak_tynatozni, AlRe, steelrosealchemist, TacoBellBanjo, allezallezaudray, olivia_grace2003, 24_oz, underoosstark, grey17, Itsthemaze, and 151 more users it really wasnt a big deal it just kinda put me in a bad mood. how much longer do you need to discover yourself. im not the best with love either, i was raised in a loveless household. i actually also had a bad day too you know it was- he started, but was quickly cut off. i messed everything up, and now youre mad at me. why? what hes missed goes all the way back to when he was too young to even think for himself. he was almost sure he did. not one bit. that should be a series tbh. yeah, anything, alex whispered, more or less breathless, promise youre not mad at me? he asked. the night was promptly finished with june showing alex how horrible of a boyfriend tommy was. now youre crying, are you serious? after that the rest of the names called went by relatively fast. he swiftly moved passed henry when he opened the door, his brain moving 100 miles per hour. 5. tommy 2. june as sins ended so suddenly in all honesty, alex didnt want to do what tommy wanted from him, but he didnt want tommy to be mad at him. although it was obvious they had something special, liam wasnt out yet, and they could only meet in secrecy. alex took one look in henrys bottomless blue eyes before collapsing into the nearest chair, cries bubbling out of him. memorizing him was like did anyone notice all my titles being taylor songs?! he wasnt sure if he was being honest. okay, we always talk about you, and its always about your problems. dont. its not that i think you dont love me, you know i would do anything for you. alex looked up through his eyelashes, his eyes wet and shiny. Missing him was dark gray, all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met But loving him was red Loving him was red. nora doesnt let him talk about it. his name was called what felt like ages ago, even though it was probably around 20 minutes, and he ached to just throw his cap up so he could leave. the bars were cold against his face and made him cringe. he didnt deserve that comfort. she continued to kiss him, despite the unrequited attention. he was vaguely aware of the fact that he had been mumbling sorrys for the last 10 minutes, and he still was. and besides, i said i was sorry, what more could you want from me. alexs heart wholly broke. it does not go according to alexs plan. he pushed it aside and went on with the rest of the day as it shouldve gone. 3. nora but loving him was red. you are going to stay here and you are going to talk to me. he dug his nails into his skin drawing blood from the crescent shaped scars on his palms. 2. june forever, henry confirmed, and always., READ THIS LISTENING TO LOOK AFTER YOU - THE FRAY!!! just as quickly as he got there, he felt himself get pulled off, falling to the ground. he couldnt pinpoint the exact emotion, but if you asked alex he would probably say tommy looked almost disgusted in him. and that was it. once he knew he was alone, his legs gave out, forcing his body to the ground. yes. Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in font of you. Make sure your selection he looked around briefly for liam, but instead he was greeted by a girl, he saw by the juniors days ago. he then allowed tommy to drag him to the bedroom and allowed tommy to take him. he didnt care about that right now. alex didnt know nora hated him so much. he was only partially aware while the principle gave a speech. alex mumbled the chant of stupid, stupid, stupid as he stumbled through the doors of the brownstone. and that brings him here, hobbling up the stairs. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. WE DID IT! all he got in return was a small smile from liam while being roughly placed down away from him. to everyone else hewassingle. okay? all alex could do in response was nod as he slowly lowered himself down to the floor until he was sitting. 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